Kindred Spirits

 Jovial laughter and glistening smiles
 Moments of joy across the miles
 Sharing our worlds through a warm embrace

Joining as one with no thought of time or space
 Moving in rhythm responding to your touch
 Seductive eyes that reveal so much

Jokingly teasing as we cuddle and talk
Mesmerized by the moments we share
Savoring each second without a care

Justifying the connection we posses
Maintaining a bond we can not resist
Simple yet complicated so very bizzare

Just you being you and me being me
Masquerading the thoughts of what could be
Some underlying reality that only we can see...

I Deserve

 

I deserve to be cared for, loved, and respected

I deserve to be pampered and not neglected

I deserve to be the priority not the option

I deserve to be the placed in a position of honor

Believing I deserve is the first step in the fight

It is the run way before I take flight

To the battle to arrive at my destiny

to be all that I was meant to be.

Roadblocks and detours have altered my way

But from my goals I will not stray.

Why?

Because...

I deserve all the world has to offer and more

And only I can make this happen.

I must stay focused and continue to strive.

For all that is beautiful and rightly mine.

I DESERVE!!!!!!!!!!

Some Things Never Change

Never thought I would miss you quite like I do today.

Your brillant smile and tender touch

That knowing look I love so much

Touching you in the morning seeing your pleasant face

Enjoying our conversations as we share both time and space

Staring into each other's soul makes things feel so right

Even in the midst of a storm our auras give off light.

The comfort we feel in each other's arms can't be explained

Anyone who tries to understand will undoubtly go  insane.

The connection is there each time we meet

At each encounter we don't miss a beat.

The rhythm of your heart soothes my soul

It inspires my spirit to truly flow.

To a place where there is only peace and love
A location that could have only been created above.

Just the thought of your essence makes me smile
Making you feel near but knowing all the while,
There is a chance that I may never again feel your embrace
With nothing between us but time and space.

So the memories in my mind I will continue to retain.
Because in my heart I know,  some things never change.

You...

You...

Calm my spirit
Expose my smile
Stimulate my soul
inspire me

You...
Diminish my stress
Enliven my intellect
Invigorate my body
Stimulate me

You...
Excite my senses
Peruse my mind
Savor my thoughts
Invigorate me

You...
Curl my toes
Make me tingle
Caress my body
Savor me

You...
Hold me tight
Kiss me deep
Arouse my being
Caress me

You...
Stroke my hair
Embrace my hips
Experience my nature
Arouse me

You...
Taste my passion
Touch my pleasure
Feel my responses
Experience me

You!


The Evolution of JOI

Thoughts …Desire

Passion …. Fire

Your inspiring presence

Exposes my treasures.

The things I keep buried

Beneath this "proper" exterior

"Talk like this, walk this way

Be mindful of what you say.

Make a good impression

You know how you've been raised!"

NOW MY QUESTION IS....

When can I come out to play?

Tear down these walls

And do it my way

Sexy and sassy but still considered classy

Conservative and timid is not always the ticket.

How many opportunities have I missed out on

Being too afraid to reveal what

I really wanted to say!

In a box of other's expectations

"Smile

Use nice words

Go with the flow

Don't wear skirts to high

Or tops too low."

Now don't get me wrong

It is not all about the exterior

Intelligence is far beyond superior.

Connecting with others is my gift

Through all the B***S*** I can sift.

Don't play me like I have no depth

Who I am

Will take your breath

AWAY!!!!

Far from the normalcy that is expected

To a place where excitement is destined to become reality and reveal each….and every part of me

(SIGH)

That’s if I ever get the nerve

To break down these walls

The audacity to reveal

What has been installed

Inside this mind, body, and soul

Because only in your wildest dreams 

Has a story like this

Ever been told

Layer by layer

Brick by brick

The evolution of JOY

Becomes more evident

 

Not forgetting my values,

But celebrating me

Never regretting

Who I am Destined to be.

Settling -- a pestilent thing

Regrets and disgust its offspring.

Less is not an option

I refuse to be

A victim of abduction

Captured by societal norms
Giving in to the pressure to conform
To what the world wants me to be

I will no longer
Deprive the world
and offer them the pleasure of experiencing
The JOY evolving in me!

Expectancy and Desire

Expectancy and Desire

Expectations mirror our hearts desires.

Desires are the things that inspire.

Our only barrier is not following through,

To reach our full potential to ourselves we must be true.

Knowing what is constant

Is the key to progression

All Life experiences 

Will teach us these lessons.

Follow your desires, expect only the best

Settle for nothing

Or your heart's desires

Will be laid to rest.

AS your heart yearns to succeed

Vulnerability takes the lead

Exposing you to even more

Of the disappointments of this world

We must fight through the lows

To bask in the high

We must not hold on to our woes

Rather spread our wings and fly

Beyond the negativity

To a life of expectancy

Realizing our heart’s desires

Pursuing dreams with zeal and fire.

Deceptions and Perceptions

Deceptions, perceptions

What is the meaning of it all

If feels so right but we both know it is wrong.

But, currently our perceptions are deceiving our minds

In our reality we are like a tune with a perfect melody.

We bask in the glow of our satisfying unity.

Both belonging to others

Yet deceiving ourselves with our own perceptions

Love, lust, destiny

So what, if it is meant to be.

Reality must enter in

So that the realization of facts can begin

We can no longer deceive our minds

Our perceptions need to align with reality

While the cosmos takes over our destiny.