You chased and pursued despite being ignored.
Everything I did you wanted to be on-board.
Your persistence was commendable
Down right adorable...
But upon gaining my trust your actions became deplorable
Your motives were either impure or had been rearranged.
No matter the reason the fact still remained
Things had changed
The irony of it all is this...
Your caring spirit keeps you from taking care of my heart
So from your possession it may forever depart.
Placed deep inside with no doors or windows to be accessed.
You've tried to regain entry and I have seriously considered letting you in
Forgiveness is where I began.
Then all of a sudden and out of the blue
The culprit from the past opens a fresh wound.
Digging deeper than ever rocking me to the core.
Still can't believe they had the nerve to darken the door.
What makes it worse you took the time to converse, gave access to our facilities
And walked them to what should have been their hearse
This time you've taken it too far.
Be the bigger person you say?
That can only happen if one of us goes away.
Despite it all I still had hope but as I reflect on it all I was definitely on that dope.
Intoxicated by the illusion of happily ever after
Shot up with the smack of for better or worse
Floating on the cannabis cloud of it will get better
Tweaking on the fantasy of keeping the family together.
All the mind altering societal word drugs making me numb to my desires
watching my dreams destroyed and consumed by the fire...
Of your lies, betrayal, and deceit
You're inability to stand your ground
So it's time to take several seats.
Like the Phoenix from the ashes I will rise again
Because everything is not always as it seems in the beginning at the end.
© April 2017
