Because I Love You

Because I Love You

I don’t want to control you

Because I love you

I don’t want to smother you

Because I love you

I don’t want to intimidate you

Because I love you

I want you to be near me

Because I love you

I want you to succeed

Because I love you

I want you to be confident

Because I love you

Do you love you as much as I do?

Maturation

Happy Carefree
Lovin Me
Responsible focused
Striving for infinite Bliss
Eyes set on the future
Accepting Changes as I mature

Into full bloom

No longer satisfied with being a bud

A prize hybrid rose

whose mystery keeps others close

thorns keep liars at bae

Warding off all negative things others have to say
Enjoying the radiance of my inner beauty
Illuminating the world is my duty

Reflecting the positive
disregarding negative

keeping my focus on a higher level

beyond the things of before

preparing to walk through the next open door

To that place I am destined to dwell

So Tell Me...Better Yet Show Me

Do I look that much like a fool?

I'll never know why you would prefer a garden tool over a jewel.

The old me no longer exists.

I plan to live life in total bliss.

With or without you it doesn't matter.

My happiness and that of my babies is my constant battle.

Remembering who I was while redefining who I am

Focusing on where I am going and what I am destined to be

I can no longer wait on you to decide what you need.

I have held you up so long my back has began to plead.

For relief from this weight that I've chosen to carry

The same weight I must return to you or bury

Along with the hurt and pain I've chosen to endure.

But from my path I will no longer detour.

I must follow my dreams so that I have no regrets.

No longer can resentment or hostility in my heart rest.

If your ready to carry your portion of the load

We can guide the angels we were given to destinies untold.

But...

If excuses you continue to give.

The life that you are use to you will no longer exist!

So tell me...no better yet show ME!

Kindred Spirits

 Jovial laughter and glistening smiles
 Moments of joy across the miles
 Sharing our worlds through a warm embrace

Joining as one with no thought of time or space
 Moving in rhythm responding to your touch
 Seductive eyes that reveal so much

Jokingly teasing as we cuddle and talk
Mesmerized by the moments we share
Savoring each second without a care

Justifying the connection we posses
Maintaining a bond we can not resist
Simple yet complicated so very bizzare

Just you being you and me being me
Masquerading the thoughts of what could be
Some underlying reality that only we can see...

I Deserve

 

I deserve to be cared for, loved, and respected

I deserve to be pampered and not neglected

I deserve to be the priority not the option

I deserve to be the placed in a position of honor

Believing I deserve is the first step in the fight

It is the run way before I take flight

To the battle to arrive at my destiny

to be all that I was meant to be.

Roadblocks and detours have altered my way

But from my goals I will not stray.

Why?

Because...

I deserve all the world has to offer and more

And only I can make this happen.

I must stay focused and continue to strive.

For all that is beautiful and rightly mine.

I DESERVE!!!!!!!!!!

Some Things Never Change

Never thought I would miss you quite like I do today.

Your brillant smile and tender touch

That knowing look I love so much

Touching you in the morning seeing your pleasant face

Enjoying our conversations as we share both time and space

Staring into each other's soul makes things feel so right

Even in the midst of a storm our auras give off light.

The comfort we feel in each other's arms can't be explained

Anyone who tries to understand will undoubtly go  insane.

The connection is there each time we meet

At each encounter we don't miss a beat.

The rhythm of your heart soothes my soul

It inspires my spirit to truly flow.

To a place where there is only peace and love
A location that could have only been created above.

Just the thought of your essence makes me smile
Making you feel near but knowing all the while,
There is a chance that I may never again feel your embrace
With nothing between us but time and space.

So the memories in my mind I will continue to retain.
Because in my heart I know,  some things never change.

You...

You...

Calm my spirit
Expose my smile
Stimulate my soul
inspire me

You...
Diminish my stress
Enliven my intellect
Invigorate my body
Stimulate me

You...
Excite my senses
Peruse my mind
Savor my thoughts
Invigorate me

You...
Curl my toes
Make me tingle
Caress my body
Savor me

You...
Hold me tight
Kiss me deep
Arouse my being
Caress me

You...
Stroke my hair
Embrace my hips
Experience my nature
Arouse me

You...
Taste my passion
Touch my pleasure
Feel my responses
Experience me

You!