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Wednesday, January 19, 2011

MAZE OF WHY

Maze of Why

The only thing I can focus on right now is the incessant sound of my mind turning
the nauseating sensation of my stomach churning

What have I been doing all this time?
Why am I stuck in this maze of why?

Emotions and facts tossed together like a tumultuous ocean
While the concept of reality has gone somewhere beyond the sun


How do I continue when from this realm I have departed?
Or Have I?

Maybe the fantasy land was all those years gone by
There I go again floating back to WHY!

Living in the moment can be reckless
But living for others can leave us empty and  restless

Searching for that place where it all makes sense
That region where meeting other's expectations  is no longer fulfilling.

My heart is ready but my mind is not willing to release me from this maze.
To dissolve this blinding haze of this pestilent question of why.

Lost in a sea of right versus wrong
Focusing on the phrase instead of the song

This maze of why is never ending
Left wondering if or when
Speculating on what might have been
But as always in the end. 


The question is why?

This continuous train of thought could go on forever.
Answer to these question will I get?  Never!

The key to resolving this berating inquisition
Is to stand my ground and take a position.

Change my perspective
Look at things from another direction
Instead of why
 ask myself another question

That question is...

Why the H### not?
do I belong?