Friday, May 30, 2014

Composition to a Confidant, Lover, and Friend

I guess I am going to have to give you up
One of my greatest loves
The thing that has soothed my soul and calmed my fears
For so many years and in so many situations
The melodies that have rocked me to sleep on the worst of days
Made me dance on the greatest of occasions

When nothing else could soothe my spirit you’ve always been there
Not judging the situation but providing peace of mind in the midst of turmoil

It’s crazy how you use to clear my head of the things I could not control
Now every word I hear within your lines reminds me
Of a situation that has me totally perplexed.
Even the tunes without words make drift in mind to …

Music, my first lover, have you forsaken me?
Why do your compositions reminding  me
Of a time when I felt free, confident and loved
Only to be jolted back to the reality that this was not mine to keep?

Music, my muse, your inspiration keeps taking back to that which I should forget.
Shouldn’t I?
What are you trying to tell me my lifelong friend?
Am I not getting the message?

 I will continue to listen because you have not failed me yet.
I just have one request
Please speak to our mutual friend as well
Encourage them to share themselves.
Whether it is through you or directly
Answers and clarification is the path to a clear mind.

Music, my friend I need you today!

Monday, September 30, 2013


Agony of indecision
Shadows of despair
longing for our conversation
Realizing you're no longer there
Memories of the feelings
elicited by our connection
Concern about your wellbeing
Longing for your presence
Fear of failure has triumphed
In a war against my past distress
The barrier meant for protection
Has caused cardiac unrest.
The heart that is so fragile
Now aches behind these walls
The mind that's usually agile
Has now choked and stalled
Stuck on a freeway of loneliness
Toward a deserted dead end street
Sacrificing my happiness
As a result of past deceit
Should I chalk this up to a lesson learned?
Or push for another chance?
The right direction can not be discerned.
Until I dig my heart from the sands
You gave me glimpse of what I once was
The hope of what I'll again be
Our meeting was orchestrated from above
Love in my heart for you is for eternity.

Tuesday, September 3, 2013

A Journey of Hope

Each time the screen illuminates
I smile in hopes that it's your face I see
It's reading your kind words that brighten my days
Giving life to the hope inside of me.

The desire I feel inside is one I thought had expired.
To lay in your arms and experience your presence
Longing to be soothed by your effervescence.

Of All the anguish I have allowed to take over my heart
The pain I've internalized...Can it now depart?
To a place of darkness where I will no longer reside
Filling me with light rather than being empty inside

The presence of your name in my inbox
Or your picture across my screen.
Chips away at the concrete encasing of my emotions
And the fear suppressing my dreams

Illusions of a place and time were happiness was sublime
No longer a distant image of days and times gone by.
Dreaming of a journey with destination yet unknown
From cyber space to face to face; possibilities untold.

Monday, March 25, 2013



As I close my eyes to clear my head
Visions of you enter instead.
Glimpses of your effervescent smile.
Thoughts of your presence across the miles.

The aroma of your aura consumes my nostrils.
Imagining your caress it all seems possible.

That I...

Can almost taste your sweet saliva on my lips.
Feel your massive hands on my hips.
My imagination running wild...
Producing giggles resembling a child.

Overflowing with radiant bliss

Just from your soft touch or a gentle kiss.
Random visions traverse through my cerebrum
Leaving me longing for freedom.

My mind struggles to resist
But the mental and physical desire continues to persist.

Acquaintance has not yet been made.

Your countenance have not yet my eyes laid.
Continuously visualizing that one sweet day
Recognizing its inevitability so come what may.

An unexplainable mind-body connection,
Is it destiny or some absurd obsession?
Or possibly a piece of existence,
That we have been  missing?

The undeniable communing of our spirits is out of this world.
The level of discernment makes my head swirl
Words, thoughts, ideas, experiences
Can all of this possibly be a coincidence?

The yearning to know is more than I can bare.
Curiosity will linger until a face to face glance we share
Is it love,lust or loneliness...all of the above is my guess.
Until we decipher this celestial mystery neither of us will rest.

So putting common sense aside
Detouring from where right and wrong reside
Following the gravitational pull and celestial alignment.
Pursuing our own yearning to a place of fulfillment...

Monday, February 18, 2013

Destiny's Journey

The sweet sound of victory
The essence of success
The sensation of feeling
Your heartbeat in your chest

The knowledge that this battle is just the beginning of a struggle
An ongoing journey to destiny made for no other
The obstacles and roadblocks would make most turn away
But where destiny is concerned it always gets it`s way

As life's rains fall and penetrate the ground
The intentions of destiny's presence often seems to drown
In the quicksand,dreams are swallowed here and there
However, destiny's relentless ambition is beyond compare

So try as you may to resist if you must
Just realize in the end it's destiny's  way or bust
patience is a virtue that we all should embrace
Living life to the fullest while destiny lies in wait.

Preparing to make her move at just the right moment.
Molding us and guiding us until we are summoned
To the only place where we will truly find peace.
The place where the door reads "Destiny"

Once we reach this place of peace and tranquility.
We will strive to make it last for all eternity
This place has never been hidden or shaded
But is only revealed when destiny gets tired of waiting.

Right now, enjoy what you think is meant to be your fate.
Just know destiny's appearance has no set time or date.
When it comes, you better hold tight
Because upon arrival you are in for the best ride of your life.

In Limbo

Each time I approach the crossing
The fluid in my body begins to flow
Time stands still as my thoughts get lost
lmagining the resultant glow

Reality intertwined into fantasy
Our bodies immersed in a false destiny
Enjoying the stolen moments in time.
Touching and kissing with no reason or rhyme

Circumstances and situations
Returning to our destinations
Transitioning from our world to what is so
Briefly wondering if this is how its supposed to go

In limbo

Monday, August 20, 2012

Treasure My Jewel

My mind is not a toy to be played with
Nor is it a hungry wet p***y craving to be f*****d and thrown away
It is a precious jewel to be handled with care

It resembles a freshly healed womb that should be respected
For its creations past, present and future

My mind loves to be stimulated, massaged, and intrigued
It does not respond to manipulation, belittlement, or negativity

To gain entrance into my mental sanctum
You must strip yourself completely of all ill intentions and thoughts of domination.

Be willing to engage in simultaneous exploration of our cranial connections
Desire to learn all the intricate details and complexities of this dynamic piece of artistic perfection.

Not until it has shown respect will it even entertain the possibility
of allowing itself to be possessed, caressed, or infiltrated.

This requires a sense of trust and security.
It's not about love but loyalty.

This jewel if handled with care
Will lead you to a climatic experience beyond compare.

Physical exploration will only provide temporary satisfaction.
Access to my treasure is a journey toward unending fortune.

Delve into this priceless gem so you can better understand
Why your desire to explore this immaculate jewel never seems to end.

Treasure My Jewel!