Friday, May 30, 2014
Monday, September 30, 2013
Shadows of despair
longing for our conversation
Realizing you're no longer there
elicited by our connection
Concern about your wellbeing
Longing for your presence
In a war against my past distress
The barrier meant for protection
Has caused cardiac unrest.
Now aches behind these walls
The mind that's usually agile
Has now choked and stalled
Toward a deserted dead end street
Sacrificing my happiness
As a result of past deceit
Or push for another chance?
The right direction can not be discerned.
Until I dig my heart from the sands
The hope of what I'll again be
Our meeting was orchestrated from above
Love in my heart for you is for eternity.
Tuesday, September 3, 2013
Each time the screen illuminates
I smile in hopes that it's your face I see
It's reading your kind words that brighten my days
Giving life to the hope inside of me.
The desire I feel inside is one I thought had expired.
To lay in your arms and experience your presence
Longing to be soothed by your effervescence.
Of All the anguish I have allowed to take over my heart
The pain I've internalized...Can it now depart?
To a place of darkness where I will no longer reside
Filling me with light rather than being empty inside
The presence of your name in my inbox
Or your picture across my screen.
Chips away at the concrete encasing of my emotions
And the fear suppressing my dreams
Illusions of a place and time were happiness was sublime
No longer a distant image of days and times gone by.
Dreaming of a journey with destination yet unknown
From cyber space to face to face; possibilities untold.
Monday, March 25, 2013
As I close my eyes to clear my head
Visions of you enter instead.
Glimpses of your effervescent smile.
Thoughts of your presence across the miles.
The aroma of your aura consumes my nostrils.
Imagining your caress it all seems possible.
Can almost taste your sweet saliva on my lips.
Feel your massive hands on my hips.
My imagination running wild...
Producing giggles resembling a child.
Overflowing with radiant bliss
Just from your soft touch or a gentle kiss.
Random visions traverse through my cerebrum
Leaving me longing for freedom.
My mind struggles to resist
But the mental and physical desire continues to persist.
Acquaintance has not yet been made.
Your countenance have not yet my eyes laid.
Continuously visualizing that one sweet day
Recognizing its inevitability so come what may.
An unexplainable mind-body connection,
Is it destiny or some absurd obsession?
Or possibly a piece of existence,
That we have been missing?
The undeniable communing of our spirits is out of this world.
The level of discernment makes my head swirl
Words, thoughts, ideas, experiences
Can all of this possibly be a coincidence?
The yearning to know is more than I can bare.
Curiosity will linger until a face to face glance we share
Is it love,lust or loneliness...all of the above is my guess.
Until we decipher this celestial mystery neither of us will rest.
So putting common sense aside
Detouring from where right and wrong reside
Following the gravitational pull and celestial alignment.
Pursuing our own yearning to a place of fulfillment...
Monday, February 18, 2013
The essence of success
The sensation of feeling
Your heartbeat in your chest
The knowledge that this battle is just the beginning of a struggle
An ongoing journey to destiny made for no other
The obstacles and roadblocks would make most turn away
Monday, August 20, 2012
My mind is not a toy to be played with
Nor is it a hungry wet p***y craving to be f*****d and thrown away
It is a precious jewel to be handled with care
It resembles a freshly healed womb that should be respected
For its creations past, present and future
My mind loves to be stimulated, massaged, and intrigued
It does not respond to manipulation, belittlement, or negativity
To gain entrance into my mental sanctum
You must strip yourself completely of all ill intentions and thoughts of domination.
Be willing to engage in simultaneous exploration of our cranial connections
Desire to learn all the intricate details and complexities of this dynamic piece of artistic perfection.
Not until it has shown respect will it even entertain the possibility
of allowing itself to be possessed, caressed, or infiltrated.
This requires a sense of trust and security.
It's not about love but loyalty.
This jewel if handled with care
Will lead you to a climatic experience beyond compare.
Physical exploration will only provide temporary satisfaction.
Access to my treasure is a journey toward unending fortune.
Delve into this priceless gem so you can better understand
Why your desire to explore this immaculate jewel never seems to end.
Treasure My Jewel!