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Monday, September 30, 2013

Reflections

Agony of indecision
Shadows of despair
longing for our conversation
Realizing you're no longer there

Memories of the feelings
elicited by our connection
Concern about your wellbeing
Longing for your presence

Fear of failure has triumphed
In a war against my past distress
The barrier meant for protection
Has caused cardiac unrest.

The heart that is so fragile
Now aches behind these walls
The mind that's usually agile
Has now choked and stalled

Stuck on a freeway of loneliness
Toward a deserted dead end street
Sacrificing my happiness
As a result of past deceit

Should I chalk this up to a lesson learned?
Or push for another chance?
The right direction can not be discerned.
Until I dig my heart from the sands

You gave me glimpse of what I once was
The hope of what I'll again be
Our meeting was orchestrated from above
Love in my heart for you is for eternity.

Tuesday, September 3, 2013

A Journey of Hope

Each time the screen illuminates
I smile in hopes that it's your face I see
It's reading your kind words that brighten my days
Giving life to the hope inside of me.  

Anticipating seeing you face to face lifts my spirits even higher.

The desire I feel inside is one I thought had expired.
To lay in your arms and experience your presence
Longing to be soothed by your effervescence.

Of All the anguish I have allowed to take over my heart
The pain I've internalized...Can it now depart?
To a place of darkness where I will no longer reside
Filling me with light rather than being empty inside

The presence of your name in my inbox
Or your picture across my screen.
Chips away at the concrete encasing of my emotions
And the fear suppressing my dreams

Illusions of a place and time were happiness was sublime
No longer a distant image of days and times gone by.
Dreaming of a journey with destination yet unknown
From cyber space to face to face; possibilities untold.



Monday, February 18, 2013

Destiny's Journey

The sweet sound of victory
The essence of success
The sensation of feeling
Your heartbeat in your chest

The knowledge that this battle is just the beginning of a struggle
An ongoing journey to destiny made for no other
The obstacles and roadblocks would make most turn away
But where destiny is concerned it always gets it`s way


As life's rains fall and penetrate the ground
The intentions of destiny's presence often seems to drown
In the quicksand,dreams are swallowed here and there
However, destiny's relentless ambition is beyond compare

So try as you may to resist if you must
Just realize in the end it's destiny's  way or bust
patience is a virtue that we all should embrace
Living life to the fullest while destiny lies in wait.

Preparing to make her move at just the right moment.
Molding us and guiding us until we are summoned
To the only place where we will truly find peace.
The place where the door reads "Destiny"

Once we reach this place of peace and tranquility.
We will strive to make it last for all eternity
This place has never been hidden or shaded
But is only revealed when destiny gets tired of waiting.

Right now, enjoy what you think is meant to be your fate.
Just know destiny's appearance has no set time or date.
When it comes, you better hold tight
Because upon arrival you are in for the best ride of your life.

In Limbo

Each time I approach the crossing
The fluid in my body begins to flow
Time stands still as my thoughts get lost
lmagining the resultant glow

Reality intertwined into fantasy
Our bodies immersed in a false destiny
Enjoying the stolen moments in time.
Touching and kissing with no reason or rhyme

Circumstances and situations
Returning to our destinations
Transitioning from our world to what is so
Briefly wondering if this is how its supposed to go

In limbo


Monday, August 20, 2012

Treasure My Jewel

My mind is not a toy to be played with
Nor is it a hungry wet p***y craving to be f*****d and thrown away
It is a precious jewel to be handled with care

It resembles a freshly healed womb that should be respected
For its creations past, present and future

My mind loves to be stimulated, massaged, and intrigued
It does not respond to manipulation, belittlement, or negativity

To gain entrance into my mental sanctum
You must strip yourself completely of all ill intentions or thoughts of domination.

Be willing to engage in simultaneous exploration of our cranial connections
Desire to learn all the intricate details and complexities of this dynamic piece of art.

Not until it has shown respect will it even entertain the possibility
of allowing itself to be possessed, caressed, or copulated

This requires a sense of trust and security.
It's not about love but loyalty.

So handle this jewel with care and experience a climatic journey unlike any other.

The reward for probing this gold mine will leave you fulfilled beyond measure

Physical exploration will only provide temporary satisfaction.
Access to my treasure is a journey toward great fortune

Delve into this priceless gem so you can better understand
Why your desire to explore this immaculate jewel never seems to cease.

Treasure My Jewel!



Wednesday, January 4, 2012

My Friend, My Muse

MY FRIEND, MY MUSE

Writing was a distant memory
Something that use to fulfill me
Then life dealt me a crushing blow
The words I could no longer show

I began to just exist
My poetic expression lost in an abyss
No inspiration to write
Day to day, living often a fight.
I thought my love for words were forever gone
Then a light to illuminate my life brightly shone

One that was always there but now shines bright
One who knows me inside and out lead me to the light
A muse who has reminded me who I am and what I am about
Now the words flow freely , a caged bird let out
from a dark place where I could not see
To a blissful place where I can be me!

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Lyrical Healing

Lyrical Healing

Words are my medicine
Rhythm is my balm
Lyrics are my peace
Stanzas are my psalm

Life situations are temporary
Words and music are forever
Both clarify my perception
During clear and stormy weather

Sunlight reveals the beauty
While rain washes away the pain
Wind dries up the tears
Snow brightens our fears

The rhythmic stream of words and phrases
Bring a sense of calm and serenity
The rise and fall of each measure
Will last for eternity

Sharing the gift of Words
Creates a perfect harmony
The symphony of words and rhythm
Produces a melody of reality

That is why....

Words are my medicine
and Rhythm is my balm
Lyrics are my peace
Stanzas are my psalm.


Lyrical Healing....